with friends (Part II)
“She probably won’t hang around with me too long after school, we’ll have each other but then she’ll realize I’m going nowhere fast. I’m unmotivated, directionless and lazy, what sort of a person would want to spend their life with that? I can love, be affectionate but I won’t be able to provide, hopefully that doesn’t matter to her. I like to day dream that the jobs I want, I’ll eventually get but like I said it’s just a dream. I’d like to prove that I can get there, but everything I’ve ever picked up I gave it away when it got too hard. Some days of the week I feel like not waking up, some days I couldn’t be anymore optimistic but it’s probably cause I’m still dreaming.”
With Dad. I dyed my hair red :D
I take great pity in the people who believe they are better than another person and feel the need to shun or act condescendingly. It really shows your immaturity when you ignore greetings and talk down to other people. It’s rather humorous in the end because I know you’ll end up with sham friends who don’t have your back and hang around you for the fad image, and when that disappears so will they.
So don’t expect my friendship if that is you.
